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Tuesday, October 16, 2007

yeah, i needed a place for these

 

When I saw you from across the room, I passed out cold and hit my head on
the floor...so I'm going to need your name and number for insurance reasons.

Sometimes I think you should put a condom on your head, because if you're going to act like a dick, you might as well dress like one too

when i saw you kiss her. I lost my breath,
choked on my words and started to cry because
i couldnt understand what she had that i didnt...

and sometimes, you just need someone to look forward to seeing you everyday

i used to think that love wasnt worth fighting for
but then when i saw you  i was ready for war.

and some people care too
much. i think its called love.
- Winnie the Pooh

and I used to miss you so much,
but it never seemed like you missed me, I guess
because of that I stopped missing you.

NO LIES, JUST LOVE

People hold on to memories so
tight because memories are the only
thing that wont ever change
when the rest of the world does

i feel like
i owe you
everything
because you were
there when i had
nothing.

it's getting colder, and you're
getting distant and I just keep
thinking, I never meant it to
be like this.

And I want to be there for you
I do but I can't do this anymore.
I can't keep being your second choice
not when you're my first.

I said thats what
id always wanted..
you said thats what
id always have.
liar
.

Bananas contain a natural chemical which can make a person happy. This same chemical is also found in Prozac.


i love you,
and i probably always will.
but we go days without having a meaningful conversation.
and..
i used to miss you so much when that happened,
but it never seemed like you missed me,
and i guess because of it i stopped missing you.

Man who walk through airport door sideways is going to Bangkok..


there are just certain things in life
thats are better off unknown;
things you wish you never asked,
never saw,never heard,or even never felt.

i wish i didnt need you.
i wish you didnt let go.
i wish you remembered.
i wish you didnt move on.
i wish things were perfect.
i wish you were here

so fill me up with false hope.
i'm getting better at forgetting.
lie is in believe.

I wish people would just say what they feel.
who cares about fucking signals.

This isnt a fourway crossing.
This is life and it should be spent living,
not hoping they'll catch on.

i live where the kids are high
and the grades are low
if you have a secret here,
everyone knows

I have a long list of things to say,
But I’ll leave it at,
You amaze me.


Seduction leads to destruction.

i dont regret the things ive done
i regret the things i didnt do
when i had the chance

But I forgot, how you broke my heart.
Or how you find yourself ultimely falling for someone else, dear.
And every time something like this happens.
You always make is seem like I did something wrong to you.

no, i can't let go of you,
you're holding me back without even tryint to.
i can't let go,
i can't move on from the past;
without lifting a finger, you're holding me back.

Dont let anyone ever promise you that they won`t
ever hurt you because at one time or another it
will happen. the real promise is if the time you
spend together will be worth the pain in the end

i still remember the first day that we met,
and the first time i looked into those sleepy brown eyes,
I just wanted you to know, i'll never forget the butterflies.

Every now and then, those three little words slip out.
No, not I love you, and no, not I hate you,
but I miss you.
And for an instant, I can't stand myself,
because I know you never thought about me
half as much as I thought about you.

"Striving for excellence motivates you; striving for perfection is demoralizing"
- Harriet Braiker

i could never call you mins,
'cause i could never call myself yours,
and if we were really meant to be,
well then we'd justify our destiny.
it's not that our love died
..it just never really bloomed.

 

 

 

 

 

 

For every acting, there is an opposite reaction but maybe you could undo your wrongs by keeping someone else from making the same mistakes of misjudgement.

Cut yourself and another bleeds. Rescue another and you might save yourself.

You did what you had to do for people you cared about.

Here it was easy to understand how people once thought you could fall off the edge of the world.

But the tears never stop. All she wanted was for something to feel right again in her life and instead everything had gone impossibly wrong.

She wondered if she would get sent to jail, if it would be horrible like you saw in the movies or if it would be full of people who now understood that there were some mistakes you never got to erase.

People believe what they want to believe, no matter what's in front of their eyes.

She wished she could tell her it's possible to grow up in an instant, that you could look down and see the line in the sand dividing your life now from what it used to be.

She wondered how big the world really was when you crossed it instead of traced it with your finger on a map.

It would be no surprise to her if inside she'd gone as black as everyone suspected.

They both knew that jealousy could rise like a tide, erasing events that had been scratched into the shore of your memory.

It was only a matter of time before she completely went to pieces.

It could be worse.

Desperation can do amazing things to a person.

How did you tell someone that you weren't the person they thought you were? And more importantly how do you tell him that you'd meant the things you said, when everything else about you turned out to be a lie?

What you'd say was impossible one day might look promising the next.

She sang one lonely note that filled the hold of the place like a requiem, like the truth hat no one wanted to hear.

The problem with coming clean was that you thought you were cleaning the slate, but it never quite worked that way. You didn't erase what you'd done. The stain would still be there everytime he looked at you, before he he remembered to hide the disappointment in his eyes.

Jsut because you didn't speak the words out loud didn't erase their existence. Silence is just a quieter way to lie.

I guess everyone has two faces; some of us just did a better job of hiding it than others.

At any crossroad in life, half of us are destined to take a wrong turn.

She wonders if maybe even after you make what everyone considers to be the biggest mistake of your life, you stop thinking it's a mistake and maybe see it as the best thing that ever could have happened.

She wished it was that simple: close your eyes, and you'd disappear.

There was a fine line between love and hate, you heard that cliche all the time but no one told you that the moment you crossed it would be the one you least expected.

They were at different places in the same relationship and like anything thats out of alignment, they're to destined to crash sooner or later.

Superheroes were born in the minds of people desperate to be rescued.

How do you explain to a person who made a life out of fantasy that soemtimes reality came crashing down?

The first frantic fall didn't hurt nearly as much as getting back on your feet afterward.

All you were ever able to do was repaint the world until it was a place she wanted to be.

I learned the hard way that we are never the people we think we are. We are the ones we pretened, with all our hearts, we cant become.

One word might have changed everything. One word might have spread like fire. One word might have saved them both.

Disaster was an avalanche, gathering speed with such acceleration that you worried more about getting out of its path, not finding the pebble at its center.

If you think you're fine, you'll start to beleive it.

You couldnt have strength without weakness; you couldn't have light without dar; you couldn't have love without loss.

Words are powerful. An insult didnt have to be shouted at you to make you cry; a vow didnt have to be whispered to you to make you believe it. Hold a thought in your head and that was enough to change the actions of anyone and anything that crossed your path.

A human heart breaks harder when its dropped from a greater height.

Love changed the equation. Add love, and a person might do something crazy. Add love and all the lines between right and wrong were bound to disappear.

Lying in bed she wonder how two people could be just a foot of distnace away from each other but a million miles apart.

 

 


Wednesday, August 16, 2006

yeaa sooo. school starts soon :[

yeaaidk.

the only thing ive been doing is soccer. it's been going pretty welll actually. idk. i def miss skating thoughhh. andd yea :]


Thursday, August 10, 2006

soccerama today.
uh-oh.

oh yeah and my retainers suck.

that's all for nowww.
Bye.


Sunday, August 06, 2006

yesterday was cool:]

i had soccer in the early AM hours which sucked but that's ok

then i went to the middleschool soccer carwash cause i had nothing better to do and i got to see all those little kids that i used to know so well haha. it was fun.

i lost a light saber fight to josh.
and we held up the stupid signs that said honk if you care
alot of people honked i guess and cory was gonna cut the cars in half with his lightsaber? and then my soccer coach happened to be riding his bike by the place we had the carwash which was like. weird. cause nathan happened to scream honk if youre a guy and shave your legs. haha.

and then i got brookie's autograph and i put it on the back of my cellphone haha. i know i'm cool.

and then i hate to say the pointer but the pointer guy came. and no he didnt buy anything but it was pretty funny lol.

and thenthen then the putnam newspaper guy came and cory was like take a picture of me! and then he does that weird pose with his light saber. hahahaahahahaha.

little kids are funny.


Thursday, August 03, 2006

 

soccer is like killer haha.
ahh so much running.
and a new weird lineup :\

& everything else. idk.
lol it's all boring.

today was quite interesting though.

volunteer
soccer
rio
ice cream
home



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